Covenant

i did not know what covenant means before knowing Jesus, and what Jocab Reeves shared today totally renew my mind of what really promises meant for me. Today's message totally spoke to me directly and i felt Jesus is hugging me as Jacob was speaking. I felt that Jesus confirmed with me what I should do for the next few years.

Jesus is my father who watch over me as i am prepare for the bride's room, i need to constantly ask Him or my spiritual father, "is this good enough". I always having trouble in finding a relationship and always ask God for solutions, but today, he answered my prayer, and i know that i am not ready because i always thought of my bride's room is just something i need to build after the covenant is made. However, the covenant defined itself as a process, i need to first prepare the covenant that i am going to made with this girl and prepare myself as i am building the bride's room.

I always thought of myself relationship is plain and there is always way to work it out, but as Jacob Reeves have recalled, there is no exit plan, and there is no way out. This is complete make sense to me, it just i always treat this as a negative way yet it is not. I'd rather accept the fact that a marriage is a covenant without an exit plan because i will try 100% harder to make sure this relationship play in a life time period.

i felt i am once increased in loving others, i did not expect that my God sister Laurel will be amazed by Holy Spirit, but in fact, i should not doubt that at all. thank you holy spirit for speaking into her heart, and i just ask you to refresh her heart, reveal her kingdom identity, and love her as one of your kinsmen, you daughter.

song of the day - dance with me

once johnny was playing the keyboard, i just felt God's presence was there and He touched my heart, it was so tenderness and so sweet, i love that feeling and just want more of it.