Old Time

i received a letter today, and found out this letter was written 5 years ago, and the person who wrote this letter was myself. it reminded me that was a class assignment in my english class which i was instructed to write a letter to myself.

a question that i asked myself five years ago. what changes you will have five years later?

and i like back to my life, so many things happened these five years.

i met different people throughout these five years, and i learn so much from them, especially those who honor the Lord. they showed me how to love others and how to live a lifestyle with the holy spirit.

i remember back then i was just a seed that were planeted carefully by jack underground, and now i have grow, i have grow into a big tree, and tree that face through seasons of sorrow, seasons of joyfulness, seasons of death, and seasons of celebration. God's presence is like the stream of water poring into this big tree, it is fill with love, patient, and kindness, hoping to see the tree grow up to become a strong, fresh, and healthy figure.

i am amazed how this letter can made my day, and i also enjoy such moment that God speak to me towards this tiny letter.

i like to see more of these things coming into my future

Woods

365 Days of Love: Day 1

isn't Day 1 suppose to begin on Jan 1st?

when God created the world, there was no Jan 1st, from the first moment He created heaven and earth, the love starts. He created us for the sake of loving us, yet we walk away from Him.

It is amazing to see God have mercy on us yet people do not repent, I do not hate them, but I choose to love them.

The Bible said

A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another (John 13:34).

But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you (Luke 6:27-28).

Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse (Romans 12:14).

We work hard with our own hands. When we are cursed, we bless; when we are persecuted, we endure it (1 Corinthians 4:12).

I had a revelation of loving others, i dreamed to love my brothers and my sisters, love is also the covenant that God made with me. i wake up fill with the love of God, and walk in to campus to prepare love the people in my school.

i shared my view of marriage to this girl, and she was telling me there are not many people think like this anymore. indeed, the environment change people because people think environment is changing them, yet they did not know that Jesus love them and never quitting on them, this is the reason why we should focus our heart towards God rather than the environment.

So for the first day of sharing love, what if people ask you what is love? show them this video below

Covenant

i did not know what covenant means before knowing Jesus, and what Jocab Reeves shared today totally renew my mind of what really promises meant for me. Today's message totally spoke to me directly and i felt Jesus is hugging me as Jacob was speaking. I felt that Jesus confirmed with me what I should do for the next few years.

Jesus is my father who watch over me as i am prepare for the bride's room, i need to constantly ask Him or my spiritual father, "is this good enough". I always having trouble in finding a relationship and always ask God for solutions, but today, he answered my prayer, and i know that i am not ready because i always thought of my bride's room is just something i need to build after the covenant is made. However, the covenant defined itself as a process, i need to first prepare the covenant that i am going to made with this girl and prepare myself as i am building the bride's room.

I always thought of myself relationship is plain and there is always way to work it out, but as Jacob Reeves have recalled, there is no exit plan, and there is no way out. This is complete make sense to me, it just i always treat this as a negative way yet it is not. I'd rather accept the fact that a marriage is a covenant without an exit plan because i will try 100% harder to make sure this relationship play in a life time period.

i felt i am once increased in loving others, i did not expect that my God sister Laurel will be amazed by Holy Spirit, but in fact, i should not doubt that at all. thank you holy spirit for speaking into her heart, and i just ask you to refresh her heart, reveal her kingdom identity, and love her as one of your kinsmen, you daughter.

song of the day - dance with me

once johnny was playing the keyboard, i just felt God's presence was there and He touched my heart, it was so tenderness and so sweet, i love that feeling and just want more of it.